what i am today, other days

I am: smart, stupid, hard-working, lazy, kind, generous, snarky, mean, resentful, self-pitying, angry, lachrymose, selfish, shallow, ignorant, self-absorbed, sad, depressed, pissy, whiny, intolerant, irresponsible, loser-ish, dependable, not dependable, thoughtless, shiftless, unaccountable, melancholy, irritable, talented, slothful, unrealised, unprepared, inexcusable, forgivable, unforgivable, stubborn, block-headed, rueful, unquiet